Friday, July 31, 2009

Sylvia Plath

every time i read a poem composed by sylvia plath, i feel so emotionally wrung out i cannot read another. she is incredibly demanding of the reader, forcing us into the black recesses of ourselves, into those twisted dark corners we spend so much of our energy trying to forget exist. here are two. again, both belong to sylvia plath:

Aquatic Nocturne

deep in liquid
turquoise slivers
of dilute light

quiver in thin streaks
of bright tinfoil
on mobile jet:

pale flounder
waver by
tilting silver:

in the shallows
agile minnows
flicker gilt:

grapeblue mussels
dilate lithe and
pliant valves:

dull lunar globes
of blubous jellyfish
glow milkgreen:

eels twirl
in wily spirals
on elusive tails:

adroir lobsters
amble darkly olive
on shrewd claws:

down where sound
comes blunt and wan
like the bronze tone
of a sunken gong.


The Moon and the Yew Tree

This is the light of the mind, cold and planetary
The trees of the mind are black. The light is blue.
The grasses unload their griefs on my feet as if I were God
Prickling my ankles and murmuring of their humility
Fumy, spiritous mists inhabit this place.
Separated from my house by a row of headstones.
I simply cannot see where there is to get to.

The moon is no door. It is a face in its own right,
White as a knuckle and terribly upset.
It drags the sea after it like a dark crime; it is quiet
With the O-gape of complete despair. I live here.
Twice on Sunday, the bells startle the sky --
Eight great tongues affirming the Resurrection
At the end, they soberly bong out their names.

The yew tree points up, it has a Gothic shape.
The eyes lift after it and find the moon.
The moon is my mother. She is not sweet like Mary.
Her blue garments unloose small bats and owls.
How I would like to believe in tenderness -
The face of the effigy, gentled by candles,
Bending, on me in particular, its mild eyes.

I have fallen a long way. Clouds are flowering
Blue and mystical over the face of the stars
Inside the church, the saints will all be blue,
Floating on their delicate feet over the cold pews,
Their hands and faces stiff with holiness.
The moon sees nothing of this. She is bald and wild.
And the message of the yew tree is blackness - blackness and silence.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

"You are unique, and if that is not fulfilled, then something has been lost. "


Martha Graham, Letter to The World, "The Kick". 1940. photo Barbara Morgan

“There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and there is only one of you in all time, this expression is unique, and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium; and be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is, not how it compares with other expression. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open. No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others.”
-Martha Graham

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Incantation

your lips
taste like stars
as they touch mine
in the moment
just before
time
stops...

...and rewinds
to the beginning.

back to a time
when i smelled like melted Popsicles
and your smile didn't tilt quite so
perilously
near the edge of your chin.

back to a time
before we realized how small we are
and the inky shadow of Everything
forever
stained the corner of your eye.

my breath
brushes like clouds
against your ear
as i whisper
the secret,
magic
words...

...and for us
the world shrinks.

back down to
the size of a marble,
its yellow cat's eye
disappearing
under your Chuck T's.